There's really no reason for me to be here anymore lol, I originally only made a NG account to impress Greg.
Blah blah blah too lazy to make a new header and such, I'm not in a relationship with Greg anymore etc etc nobody car.
All I do any more is fuck around on twitter.
You guys should make twitter accounts too.
I lost my grand-nephew, Ashton, two weeks ago. He was 14 months old. Obviously, it wasn't his time. We still aren't exactly sure how he died.
I have not been taking it very well at all.
As a result of this I've been extremely depressed and thoughts of suicide/other forms of harming myself have been plaguing my mind, although I know it won't help anything. I won't do anything like that, though. I know it's stupid. I promise I won't do anything drastic.
I'd like to ask that you guys excuse any idiotic behavior from me for the next few weeks, maybe next couple months. I'm really sorry and I wish that I could control things better. I do not want to be depressed or upset in the least bit. I hate it.
In short, excuse my stupid bullshit, and make mean jokes towards the 12 year olds, not me.
If anything else, I do still have my friends. Brandon, Nick, Jake, Zac, furfags on Twitter, people I know in Gainesville, anyone else I may have forgotten. The few friends I do have are certainly the best friends I've ever had and could ever ask for.
And above that, I do have a certain Folf residing in Butler, PA, who I simply must thank for being so patient with me (putting up with my bullshit.) Without him and his support... well, I don't really want to think about where I'd be. I love you Gregory, you mean everything to me.
I think everything is good now and will be good for at least the rest of the year. I have my birthday and Christmas to look forward to, if anything else.
Also this guy is really awesome <3
I wish I knew how to help my friends with their problems.